I never thought I'll be trying to revive my blog again :v I'm still lacking of 2014 event appreciation post but I don't have my computer right now so it is relatively hard for me to create a blogpost that needs 5 hours of work and torturing my brain to remember things from a year ago xD
So, I really don't know you at first. And by the end of the first year I treat you as an acquaintance, I hate you for all my life because you left all the work for me to do and you deserve all the the hate (and I know you aplogized for it). Nothing much happen on the 2nd year because I still hated you. Still, I don't know why I started to threaten you with stuff that time ._. (I was bored and scrolled posts)
The third year was really unexpected because I certainly 'nominated' you as the person that I don't get along well with even though it is a lie :v and by coincidence we literally became friends by mutual interest but I still kept my distance because I just wanted to be normal friends no more no less until something happened to me. I needed to stay myself out from the canteen and other places. And then I saw you there which was a relief and I started going there for 2 reasons: to run from what I had done, to study and to talk to you
Until I knew it, hey, we are only 60% awkward hahaha. Things happen and we went to Animangaki, the first event I went and started on lots of TCG. We even role played as charscters feom Oregairu xD man, we definitely sound stupid while role playing. Soon, I suddenly asked you to join me in writing an essay lol because I have the thought of winning and we ended up creating a suicide essay. So much feels, very alien indeed :v PMR came, we studied together except for the last paper. And suddenly I remember that I brought my MP3 to relax and let you guess the song Yukitoki because I thought you knew but you don't xD haha, I bet you forgot that. We went to CF, my first time sitting a train and then nothing more happen after that.
The fourth year was the most blurriest one of all. Sometimes we were good, sometimes we were strangers and just sometimes we keep chibai each other like we were old buddies. If anything worth remembering, it will be after Animangaki 2014. Man, did I just frightened myself all the way walking from Sunway Pyramid to Subang KTM station. IT WAS DAMN HORRIFYING but remember we helped someone and got few seconds late to catch the train? 我哭笑不得啊 XD there is also my first time to LittleAkiba. Woots the best and worst day of my life :v ended up 雨中快步 because the weather hates us, at least cars didn't or else I won't be straight up walking like a fine lady *gets slap* then off to CF. First day was with my friends and I only met you like a few seconds with my cosplay on. YOU DONT KNOW HOW TIRING IT IS WALKING IN HEELS. THIS IS WHY I WILL NEVER BE A LADY:v day 2 was quite memorable with you because we had picnic outside KLCC and bought token for riding back to KL Sentral again because I thought I lost mine ;w; I guess nothing more happens after that?
(Well I'll leave the finest details for 2014 appreciation post)
The fifth year! This year. Man we seriously chibai each other alot i dont even know why. It was nothing actually worth remembering. Well until our chibai level overloaded, we changed the almost same profile picture together haha, without faces! Then we started to keep on writing letter and suddenly we also draw to each other XD Then you suddenly have the idea to climb up to my class just to find me and give letter, I really felt bad because no one likes climbing to the 5th floor. I decided to accompany you down instead for thanks and your willingness to climb up lol. And when exams although I asked you not to find me but sometimes when I see you come and find me I can 安心 abit but maybe because I dont want to stand out too much, I didnt talk to you as much as I can. When I'm sick you are also quiet about it. Sometimes I emo you also 看得出. Sometimes I'm acting different you also know. That 3 days, I was supposed to accompany you but it ended up you trying to keep me company. I don't know what to feel from those 3 days. I know that the last day at the trip I have only less than a day to actually talk to you like a really good friend because I doubt I'll speak to you like that in school. In that case, I spoke to you like never before, laugh with you like kisiao people, trying to selfie together like a bunch of noobs, lip syncing together to feels song, tell you about my dumbest things from the past, telling you that I tend to be emotional alot more at night, I even lend you my jacket for almost the whole day xD Sorry that I sometimes look like I'm going to cry (I'm crying now, don't ask) because probably I'm trying to look like nothing can hurt me. I don't know why you are still looking so emo when I didn't sit at the back of the jeep with you though. And I still remember you say I 抛弃 you? If anything just tell me straight.
Thanks for looking out for me until now. Sorry that I 失去了才后悔, because now when I think back, everything is so fun that I want to do it together again (heyyyy I replied your random question!)
Well there are still few more months to be chibai together? I dont know I cant read the future :v
Sorry if I sounded too affectionate because I treated you like a good friend, a friend that I will always remember. Haha too formal but just once and I shall chibai you back. Hmm one day if I really cant get in touch with you or vice versa or really letter rip, I hope you can remember that we wrote letters and you can look back on how chibai we were haha.
(If I repeated the same thing to you again, maybe I wanted you to remember or I just plainly lost my memory lol)
Phewwwww PEACE OUT じゃああ 👋
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