Reasons why I don't blog everyday

First of all, I haven't been posting any blog post for the past few days, months or so...
Which I can really tell you the truth why am I doing this. (It is not on purpose, do not misunderstand)

The main reason is because I think too much. Well, I really love to share my opinions, but the problem is I spend too much time on re-thinking the things I wanted to share like:
will it be appropriate? what will others think of me? will they like what I say? am I being too honest? etc.
I am honestly angry at myself for not posting what I want after thinking a bunch of stuff, but some say it is better to think rationally before I post but I still don't understand why I have restriction to share it when I don't think it will actually offend anyone.

Second is that I can't bring myself to finish what I want to write, in conjunction with the main reason stated, and yes, I think too much halfway writing most of my blog post. It's not that I don't want to share what I experienced or my opinions... I can just see how people react after reading my post (which 1/5 out of 10 people will do)

Third, my posts aren't attractive at all. And by attractive, I am not talking about the artistic value of my designs (because I don't really have a brain of an artist in me, no), I am talking about the beauty of using suitable vocabularies and the elements of writing an interesting post. But what I really know about it is that I can express my emotions when typing rather than writing and speaking.

I guess that's it because I can't think of other stuff to place as my reasons anymore. Peace out guys.

Why do I care?

There is actually many things to care about: your health, background, money, future, education, family, friendship and so much more that I can't even name it all right now because I don't need to satisfy you readers :v

Okay let me tell you that I DO CARE ALOT, even if it doesn't concern about me. So why do I even start to care?
Yeah I bet you all will just leave but whateves, you cant stop my fingers from running through the keyboard. ばか。

Firstly, change of events in my life. I have been through 2 surgery, 1 life threathening illness, attended 2 funerals, having a mom who comes from another country and stay here just to take care of us, having parents argue once or twice a year and being sick all the time from stress.

From health to family, from time management to bringing peace in my family. It is not as easy and not as good as you think. It all took me quite some time to realize, to think and to accept.
You know all these things is really troublesome but I bet when you really experienced it, you will slap yourself to realize what a fool you have been throughout these donkey years :v

In life, everything you lose is everything you gain.
If you sacrifice your health, you will eventually get heaps of family love and a strong bond of friendship and a strong reminder of how important your health is.
If you sacrifice your future for your poor parents, it's not something to feel pity about. Trust on your strong communication skills, learn something new, get a job. Who says you'd actually need a really proper education with a hefty amount of fees to be burden with?
If you sacrifice your wealth, it will not mean that you have lost everything. Money can be brought back with hardwork and determination that isn't taken away from you. You'd probably sacrifice it for a good cause so don't worry so much :)

There is like so much what if and that but trust me, you'd probably agree with what I say if you can think like me hahahaa but don't be me. Seriously.

Second, I can't bear to see people suffering from things that they don't deserve to suffer. The best of the best example: dreadful illness
Thia is one of the most common things that people suffer from. It's not just the people suffering, their family, friends, relatives, even some strangers that they don't know will feel pity and suffer in their hearts. I've experienced being the one that is suffering and seeing other people suffer. Both roles is a huge one that I couldn't forget even if I wanted to. What did I do? I accept, I think, I share the stories of the times I've been through.

Third, people just waste their opportunities just like that! There are a lot of opportunities for you. Even if you can't choose one, try them all out if time allows. You can't just stick to one thing and one only. Sometimes it is really disturbing when people only focuses on one thing, loses another and complain to me the next (yes, I'll be the one hearing it) (god, this has changed to another topic)okay, forget about trying everything. KNOW YOUR PIORITIES, WOMAN. Know what actually benefits you first. Your future isn't destroyed by merely choosing something out of the path, you are just creating another path for the things based on your piority.

So, why do I care? It is because I can't bear to see anyone suffer. So be happy everyone! Care more and live life to the fullest :DDD though you'll kill me when you care too much because it's never easy

PEACE OUT