Reasons why I don't blog everyday

First of all, I haven't been posting any blog post for the past few days, months or so...
Which I can really tell you the truth why am I doing this. (It is not on purpose, do not misunderstand)

The main reason is because I think too much. Well, I really love to share my opinions, but the problem is I spend too much time on re-thinking the things I wanted to share like:
will it be appropriate? what will others think of me? will they like what I say? am I being too honest? etc.
I am honestly angry at myself for not posting what I want after thinking a bunch of stuff, but some say it is better to think rationally before I post but I still don't understand why I have restriction to share it when I don't think it will actually offend anyone.

Second is that I can't bring myself to finish what I want to write, in conjunction with the main reason stated, and yes, I think too much halfway writing most of my blog post. It's not that I don't want to share what I experienced or my opinions... I can just see how people react after reading my post (which 1/5 out of 10 people will do)

Third, my posts aren't attractive at all. And by attractive, I am not talking about the artistic value of my designs (because I don't really have a brain of an artist in me, no), I am talking about the beauty of using suitable vocabularies and the elements of writing an interesting post. But what I really know about it is that I can express my emotions when typing rather than writing and speaking.

I guess that's it because I can't think of other stuff to place as my reasons anymore. Peace out guys.

Why do I care?

There is actually many things to care about: your health, background, money, future, education, family, friendship and so much more that I can't even name it all right now because I don't need to satisfy you readers :v

Okay let me tell you that I DO CARE ALOT, even if it doesn't concern about me. So why do I even start to care?
Yeah I bet you all will just leave but whateves, you cant stop my fingers from running through the keyboard. ばか。

Firstly, change of events in my life. I have been through 2 surgery, 1 life threathening illness, attended 2 funerals, having a mom who comes from another country and stay here just to take care of us, having parents argue once or twice a year and being sick all the time from stress.

From health to family, from time management to bringing peace in my family. It is not as easy and not as good as you think. It all took me quite some time to realize, to think and to accept.
You know all these things is really troublesome but I bet when you really experienced it, you will slap yourself to realize what a fool you have been throughout these donkey years :v

In life, everything you lose is everything you gain.
If you sacrifice your health, you will eventually get heaps of family love and a strong bond of friendship and a strong reminder of how important your health is.
If you sacrifice your future for your poor parents, it's not something to feel pity about. Trust on your strong communication skills, learn something new, get a job. Who says you'd actually need a really proper education with a hefty amount of fees to be burden with?
If you sacrifice your wealth, it will not mean that you have lost everything. Money can be brought back with hardwork and determination that isn't taken away from you. You'd probably sacrifice it for a good cause so don't worry so much :)

There is like so much what if and that but trust me, you'd probably agree with what I say if you can think like me hahahaa but don't be me. Seriously.

Second, I can't bear to see people suffering from things that they don't deserve to suffer. The best of the best example: dreadful illness
Thia is one of the most common things that people suffer from. It's not just the people suffering, their family, friends, relatives, even some strangers that they don't know will feel pity and suffer in their hearts. I've experienced being the one that is suffering and seeing other people suffer. Both roles is a huge one that I couldn't forget even if I wanted to. What did I do? I accept, I think, I share the stories of the times I've been through.

Third, people just waste their opportunities just like that! There are a lot of opportunities for you. Even if you can't choose one, try them all out if time allows. You can't just stick to one thing and one only. Sometimes it is really disturbing when people only focuses on one thing, loses another and complain to me the next (yes, I'll be the one hearing it) (god, this has changed to another topic)okay, forget about trying everything. KNOW YOUR PIORITIES, WOMAN. Know what actually benefits you first. Your future isn't destroyed by merely choosing something out of the path, you are just creating another path for the things based on your piority.

So, why do I care? It is because I can't bear to see anyone suffer. So be happy everyone! Care more and live life to the fullest :DDD though you'll kill me when you care too much because it's never easy

PEACE OUT

Astronomy Club (?)

Recently I watched Sora no Manimani, I don't know what it is about and I thought it was a typical shoujo anime... BUT NO!

The protagonist loves stars and astronomy, something that I like

Her name is Mihoshi Akane, also known as Mii-chan~ She knows everything about the stars and constellation, I admire that fact very much. Her father is a college lecturer and also an adviser for the Astronomy Club so I think Mii-chan got that from her dad.

Later on in the high school she attended, the joined the Astronomy Club, a lot of fun activities that I know what to do for activities of the Astronomy Club~

Okay. So right back to the topic. I bet only a few schools in Malaysia have an Astronomy Club, or better yet, an astronomy observation tower. I literally grew up knowing that a majority of schools have at least a telescope... BUT NO D:

Now I attended a secondary school without any of this club... probably there are a very few of students have real interest in  astronomy, galaxies or constellations. Plus, in consideration to the teachers who will be the adviser for this club.... zero to none, I will say :/

In my opinion, I do not think that Science Club are suitable to merge with Astronomy. This is because if we are talking about science, we have a large field of the subject we are talking about, there are earth science, weather, chemicals, biology, anatomy and many more including astrology!

The thing about liking astronomy is to lead by excitement and interest. You don't really like something unless you are interested with it right? That's why we have the stargazing activity.
You need to admire the beauty of the stars, get accustomed to the dark scene so that you'll see the night sky clearly. For starters, admiring is important as the love for stars will grow, or rather, pick your favorite season and the constellation!

I haven't done much stargazing as I live in the city and I don't really get the chance to really go out to a wide open landscape... The only time I saw a lot of stars is when I went back to my hometown at the Philippines, not much light pollution, clear sky and it is wide open in the countryside~

I wonder if I'll able to witness this in my area. I hope I'll get to do stargazing as much as possible in the future :) That is how astronomy lead me to liking science~

2013. YAY or NAY? For me, YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

2013 happened to be the first year that I walk straight back to school from somewhere quite far, I'm really lucky to not get into any mess and I don't want to do that again -.-

It was my first year promoting Girl Guide because I'm Form 3.. I now know how hard it is to attract people to something they are new of with an awkward smile xDD Hari Koperasi, I am the head of the stall (sort of) but nothing is perfect and I stumbled into alot of weird problems but I'm really happy xD Well, something new whaaaat :P

Animangaki wasn't that memorable, well, only my first event with lots of anime, cosplay and more anime stuff xD and Danny Choo (how could I forget about that?!) and took a picture with Yoshino and Gasai Yuno cosplay xD Learned Weiss Schwarz and got a Eng version Asuna PR card, not for sale =w=

and then there comes Vanguard, which I have my own deck until spot check which became a 'less-than-half-deck', and my Tohka playmat which costs me like RM60 and I'm not gonna sell it (sort of). Yoshino sleeve which I still haven't open yet xDD (why does my stuff is so Date A Live related?)

and then there goes PMR which I obtain a not very satisfied result to be honest but, HARD WORK DOES PAY OFF. or maybe I'm actually a genius? xDD Pandu Puteri MP O.O It was nerve-wrecking like shyt but I manage to get through everything. Risalah also is a success because I pull off an all-nighter for that T^T Year -end camp was freaking awesome and worth to remember. First year that I had train hard for marching, get mad at people for doing wrong and aching myself all over. Hard work has paid of and of course, luck has bestowed upon us, we got SECOND PLACE. I WAS LIKE OMGWTF ARE U KIDDING ME?! and YEAH, it's true :) *shedding tears of success and joy*

OH. HERE IT IS. COMIC FIESTA. EPIC. LIKE. REALLY. EPIC.

First time I use public transportation a.k.a. train to go KLCC o.o I only sit before from Kelana Jaya to KLCC which the memories of it aren't very clear (only the bad ones are clear tho). With 6 boys so they are like my bodyguard =w= (jkjk) and that queue was like WOAH, even got mega sales also won't be this long. Then I had alot of fun~ watching live stream LoL match, buy stuff, look at stuff. Then go back time laugh a lot at the train! Very memorable because one of us can't stop laughing xD

Then the second day was really different. Because there are two girls :3 it was like the same with Day 1 except that I can't differentiate the crowds if there are many then before. This is the day where I spend all my money =3= and 3 of us queue up for redjuice! (yay!) and I talked to a guy who enthusiastically tell me about his project and stuff (anime related tho) and then our line just got cut and turned into the line of Kz livetune's signature. Well, we queue like 1 hour and a half? NO WAY WE WILL GIVE UP, so we give redjuice's postcard artwork for him to sign. HE IS AWESOME :3 then we stayed till the end for livetune's performance :DD

We stepped into our destination back home quite late. and there comes the epic part. two of us are only on the train. the four were dumbstruck by the sudden 'turn of event'. Well, it was pretty messed up that night... but it all ended well with a smile back home and a good nights sleep  :3

Something about camwhoring :P

so you see, camwhore is beginning to trend around kids and teenagers and A LARGE PORTION OF ADULTS

I'm not saying that I'm objecting the existence of this stuff... you know as they said 'too much can make you sick', well, its making me sick now.

There are two DIFFERENT situations regarding taking pics of yourself:

TAKE 1 - Let's say that you won a prize and it's totally worth celebrating. You took a pic of yourself with that trophy or whatsoever you obtain and you made a really good caption on it. 
NO MATTER YOU UPLOADED IT ON INSTAGRAM, FACEBOOK OR WHATEVER!  I'll give you my respect for that picture.

TAKE 2- You went on a dinner and your clothe/ dress/ gown is really fancy. You went to the toilet and took a selfie, you didn't notice that you even included the stall. You captioned with a very deep meaning that doesn't even match the situation you are in.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU? IF YOU ARE GOING TO TAKE A SELFIE GO ON TO A DECENT PLACE TO TAKE! NOT IN A TOILET!!!

Well, that's about it. and one more thing, if you consider yourself fat,don't go on bragging by putting as a caption on your lovely pictures. you know why? if I see anyone calling themselves fat and is actually damn skinny, I'll recommend you to stay out of the human race and live as a cow. No one cares if the cow is fat because they'll only praise it to serve as a meal. 
To be more realistic, I'll recommend you to get yourself a new mirror, work your ass off or better yet, just keep your freaking mouth shut, kappish? 

Just to let everyone know, it's not that I don't take a selfie, but I THINK TWICE before taking it or captioning it. Be like me, and this world will be a better place to live. Thank You.

Yours Truly,
Patricia, the girl who mentally objects cam-whoring 

PMR T-MINUS 4 DAYS

It's been quite a long time since I post something because I started to watch anime this year XD
(please don't hit me with a stick)

So after spending almost 3 freaking long years in secondary school, we reached the climax of our school life.

You know, PMR, something to do with Form 3, yeah?

and year by year, you see different teachers with different personalities on how bad they teach that makes you pissed off with their classes.

Form 1 life was pretty lame because I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING DUDES.
then when I reached Form 2 I regretted and start blaming the teachers (because its their fault, duh). But I was grateful because the teachers in my class is WAYYYYYYY BETTER than others :) 
then here comes the crappy Form 3 life where they feed you with the word PMR everyday so that you wont forget it. Some teachers were awesome but some sucks like cow manure (get it?) 

These little things affected my studies and all I can do is accept the fact that I need tuition.

So, my Geography and History begin to improve alot. Others still maintaining the grades.

CHINESE LANGUAGE HATES ME. I just don't get those words, I never seen them before nor read them before. How do you expect a girl who isn't 100% Chinese to understand.... HOW? HOW?

So it's always been B for Bahasa Malaysia and Bahasa Cina (sucks a lot) 

So in conclusion of my speech (its not a speech), I NEED TO GO AND STUDY!

Ja-ne~ Bye folks! or better yet.... PEACE OUT SUCKERS!

Life changing experience? Not really :)

Yeah... something happened recently. It was pretty expected you know? After all, I did my best and you can say that it is my fault.

I really didn't care at all, just because of that one sentence you said got me rebelling. It is my right to choose what I want, compete in anything I want. What does that have to do with you?

I accept everything you do. Why can't you?
Really disappointed.

You never listen to what I say, but I always did.

Wtf you?!?!

-end of the story-